I'll just keep going as someone ignored.

Emptiness is a feeling till it becomes real. Reaching a breaking point has shocked me completely. I hit one and now I'm starting over again. I won't find that platue for another 30 thousand miles, but I have a full tank of gas again like I did in the begining.

I feel like everyone will leave me behind. I'm not important to anyone besides the one that means the most to me and the ones who put the roof over my head for so long, but the people on here and other websites, even friends, I feel don't really care about me. I'm just disposable.. like the pictures on this website...


I'm not blind, deaf, dumb, or stupid, I'm not broken or sewed up right, I know right from wrong and up from down, and I know how you feel. But you have had your time, and if you take more time, your ship will sink, captain, and I'll be watching. Don't let it come to that. I pray to god my assumptions aren't true, even though I don't have faith in the ritious at all, and when push comes to shove, that plank will be waiting like words inside and those shark infested waters like truth jumping out and you helpless to stop yourself from falling in.

My love for all of you is limitless, I just sometimes question yours.


-LC